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Wednesday, August 29th, 2007
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why can't i find her? i wonder where she is. i haven't seen her since 2004. we talked early in 2005. my girlfriend wouldn't let me go see her. go figure. she always fascinated me. her phone number doesn't work anymore.
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Saturday, April 14th, 2007
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sometimes i wish i could go back two years. i miss the old days and the old relationships.
the reason for my nostalgia is that i've been reading my old inbox from myspace and old journal entries. time really flies. there's such a huge group of people that i don't talk to anymore and it's very sad. oh well. may they all get what they deserve.
if a made a few different turns, i wonder where my life would be right now.
who am i? haha zoolander.
i have one more phase before becoming a detention officer with maricopa county. after monday i'll be in and surrounded by the asshole of the world. fun times.
so many thoughts running through my head. i'm watching daredevil. ben affleck sucks.
i need to watch season 5 of sopranos. i'm going through sopranos withdrawal.
i wonder if they dream of me as often as i dream of them.
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Thursday, November 9th, 2006
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The italian accepted my apology. Sweet success! I can't wait to go out there and visit her. It shall be a grand ol time.
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Sunday, October 29th, 2006
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never ever go to graham central station. creepy. just creepy.
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Tuesday, October 24th, 2006
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i've been having these crazy dreams as of late. they involve cowboys, saints row, and ex girlfriends. eeeeeghhgghgh. i need a girlfriend.
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Friday, October 20th, 2006
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its friday night and i'm sitting in my room. i went to a couple bars with kevin earlier in the day but i came home. so bored, bored bored!
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Saturday, October 14th, 2006
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it's raining pretty good outside.
who wants to go fishing tomorrow?
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Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
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ugh, i cannot sleep. currently, i am watching another episode of supernatural. teehee it's like a hip x-files for wb teens! i feel like watching a mandy moore music video and eating nerd rope!
there was this girl i used to hang out with a alot in san diego named carina v. we shared plenty of good times. fun girl. she made me the sweetest mix cd ever featuring the best singles of the motown and doowop fame.
we haven't talked in a year and the reason for that being: i broke her heart a year ago. go figure. i didn't want a relationship, she did. why can't we just be friends, you harlet!
i wish we were buddies again. oh well! maybe it's time for a myspace apology.
golly gee i am bored. someone take me to a movie, please.
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Monday, October 9th, 2006
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im bored with murrieta life. i want to move on and out. maybe i'll go to canada and take over that country. turn it into and empire and then attack america and make that mine as well. i miss emily. i have choices to make. move back to arizona? stay here? move somewhere new like seattle?
ehhhh! i found out two guys i work with are gay. explains why they were always so nice to me...
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i love girls. but a select few really tug my heart.
getting a new place with kev. i think we found the one, but i would like the one with the fireplace. i have a crush on a girl at work. eeek. just a little schoolboy crush.
andrew is having a 70s party for the airing of his mtv show. i hate all those mtv kids.
careena has become my drinking buddy. its all we do together.
i miss emily.
july fourth....
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i dont know why i ever felt hurt. like i would be alone forever. i am loved. i love you lady!
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arizona is great in all, but it no longer feels like home. what happened to me?
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i was feeling like crap for the longest time. i was feeling empty and lonesome. i miss my soulmate. i just dont understand some things. i thought i was in love. everyone tells me that she lost the "best guy ever" or "she'll regret this in the end". im like "whatever". i just want to kick someones ass. i've met someone at work who is amazing. i think we have a little connection... but she has a boyfriend i think. maybe i'll kill him. my kitty is eating his tail. teehee. i wish andrea and i could go on one last adventure. like the ones we used to have. we have so many good memories that we share. so many good times. i love her, but id also like to kick her ass. meh...
i heard the queen of sass is coming out to visit az. miss him.
hey andrea hayes! i still love you and always will. i want to crush your skull with a rock.
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Saturday, March 26th, 2005
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driving north on the i15. to my right is a green feild five miles long. the whole time butterflies are erupting from it and splilling into the freeway. they flooded the sky and that bitch flooded my thoughts. it was the most beautiful sight. i think i killed about 500 of the poor souls. won 250 bucks at the casino.
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i finally got a job. im going to be a cashier at home depot. las vegas here i come!
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Sunday, February 20th, 2005
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Saturday, February 5th, 2005
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going back to school out here in murrieta, ca. got an apartment with three hardcore kids. lack of good music abounds. someone come visit now!
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Friday, January 21st, 2005
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